I Don’t Sit Alone- Resilience (Re)Found

Today I sit in limbo.

There is a big open question looming. It feels mushy and consuming- like when you are surrounded by a thick fog 🌫️, you can’t really cut through it, you can only see a few feet ahead of you, you can’t get away from it, and you don’t know what is just past those few feet you can see.

And you function through the fog.

The good news about fog is that there is a strong chance that on the other side of it are clear, beautiful skies. Even when there is rain, it clears, and a vast possibility opens before you.

In honor of my humanity, I allow myself to feel what I feel, to take the time to feel the fear and the worry, to bask in the snuggles of dogs 🐶  who only want me to be happy.

I don’t sit alone. 🧘🏼

There was a time, decades ago, when I would have put on a brave face and shared with no one. Choosing to push it all down to a place where I couldn’t feel it.

I have learned that no one benefits from that behaviour.

I tell my guides and angels what I want. I demand what I want. That has always been my way. We have frank conversations, telling them what I need. Anything else would be out of character.

Only to have them give me what is in my highest good every time.

We are sovereign, no better than, no less than- only different than the entities which support us. And they will never leave me because of my demands or potty mouth.

I don’t sit alone. 🧘🏼

I go about my day. Through the fog, into patches of joy- creating a course that excites me, pulling ripe tomatoes from a vine (in OCT!), listening to falling leaves🍁, meeting new people through networking.

For the next few days, I will continually remind myself:
The fog will lift. The path will clear, if only to allow me to take the next best step.

I don’t sit alone. 🧘🏼🧘🏽‍♂️

I sit with my most precious love💞, and together the load is lighter. We sit in hope and belief that the Universe holds the best for us.

Anything less is intolerable.